I am butthurt.
I am butthurt because I care.
I wish to stand in solidarity
with the Palestinian people who are being oppressed by country.
But my privileges set barriers,
block my hopes & dreams about Palestinian Arab Jewish society.
I want co-existence, dialogue, normalization.
I know those are things I can't have under apartheid regime.
I want to follow my conscious ,
I want to protest & resist ,
but it seems that even my most sincere attempts are
Linah Al Saafin says that as an Israeli,
I should be working for change within my own community other than attending west bank weekly demonstration.
I am a private person, not an NGO.
there is no active group in Jerusalem that calls for 1 state,
equal rights & right for return in Jerusalem & I lack the resources & ability to
mobilize people into starting such.
I think the best chance we have for change for the Israeli society is by pressure from the outside,
as result of BDS movement activity.
I am also part of national liberation struggle, simply because I am not a nationalist.
I can not, under any circumstances,
support violence against civil population.
Under those boundaries & limits,
I will go protest wherever I am wanted/ needed / useful,
& I will stand with those who are willing to stand with me.